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To Write Love On Her Arms...

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 7:51 PM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Hootie and The Blowfish - Time
  • Reading: Caverns of Grey Ice
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: mountain dew
To be honest this is probably one of the only causes that i have heard of that i can stand behind. It is selfless in its intent and is possibly one of the most true things on the planet. I know people who have battled depression, I knew people who commited suicide, I've dealt with it myself. I know what its like to be in a place where it seems like there is no escape, where you feel like no one cares and no one will help, where you dont want to talk about it. I've been there. I came back. She brought me back. She knows who she is. It's for her i write love on my arm. I felt so alone back then...more than once i thought about ending it; more than once she brought me back. I owe her my life. I stand by that. She gave me the one thing that saved my life. Love. To those of you who say its not real, buck the fuck up and stop your goddamn moping, I say instead show some love, be their savior, their hero. Be the one that enspires them to keep going. Remember that no matter who you are someone will always miss you and someone loves you, even if they dont know how to show it. I leave you with these words my friends, be the stand out, talk to the odd kids, the ones no one else will, the kids that are shy, the loners, the outcasts, be their hero, dont sit and watch as they are belittled, dont laugh at them, the things that nag at someone's heart are the things they knew they should have changed, things they could have changed. I know they nag at mine. I have been far to mean and horrible to some people when i have had no reason to other than the want, nay, the need to fit in. To them I want to say, I am so sorry. I will be the man i should have been, I will be the one to try and stop it. I know what it's like. I will help make the change. There is only one truth i know. To combat the darkness in our hearts, there is only one weapon. Love.

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:iconkillaking076:
<FriedaSilverwing>She nodded. "See, i rarely wear a mask around people- or at lest mine- only if i want o make a impresstion of whom i am." she nodded, heading back.

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ME: I should go eat my taco its getting cold.
LitCandle: GO EAT IT YOU FOOL!!!
ME: Eat what?
LitCandle: The taco.
ME: What taco?
LitCandle: ...
:iconkillaking076:
<killaking076>ok...<killaking076>V heard the soft words she had spoken upon falling asleep and frowned beneath his mask. With that he got dressed and lay in his bed waiting for what was to come. <FriedaSilverwing>The next day she woke lazily, looking around. She slumped over in her bed. "5 more minutes...."

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ME: I should go eat my taco its getting cold.
LitCandle: GO EAT IT YOU FOOL!!!
ME: Eat what?
LitCandle: The taco.
ME: What taco?
LitCandle: ...
:iconkillaking076:
<killaking076>V looked over at her. "I could teach you if you'd like. All it takes is practice. And from what you've said you've got te time. So if you want to learn I shall teach you" he said tossing her a pencil. "Start simple dont try to just make something like those right away. Pick a memory, or something special to you. Start small and take a single piece of it and make it as close to life as possible. All it really takes is practice" he said quietly laying back down.<FriedaSilverwing>ill post then im going to bed)<FriedaSilverwing>She nodded solemly, picking out a peice of paper from her backpack and sat down with it on her lap. She simply started with the silent hill sign and the road, just the basic outlines, she thumbled with it slowly, but surely the image became a bit more clear and it looked like about a 5th graders quick work, even though it took her about 30 minutes just for the background and outline. <FriedaSilverwing>thats totaly not me, i can acutally draw A+ worth shit when i put my mind to it XD)<killaking076>V looked over at her. "I could teach you if you'd like. All it takes is practice. And from what you've said you've got te time. So if you want to learn I shall teach you" he said tossing her a pencil. "Start simple dont try to just make something like those right away. Pick a memory, or something special to you. Start small and take a single piece of it and make it as close to life as possible. All it really takes is practice" he said quietly laying back down.<FriedaSilverwing>ill post then im going to bed)<FriedaSilverwing>She nodded solemly, picking out a peice of paper from her backpack and sat down with it on her lap. She simply started with the silent hill sign and the road, just the basic outlines, she thumbled with it slowly, but surely the image became a bit more clear and it looked like about a 5th graders quick work, even though it took her about 30 minutes just for the background and outline. <FriedaSilverwing>thats totaly not me, i can acutally draw A+ worth shit when i put my mind to it XD)<killaking076>V looked over at her. "I could teach you if you'd like. All it takes is practice. And from what you've said you've got te time. So if you want to learn I shall teach you" he said tossing her a pencil. "Start simple dont try to just make something like those right away. Pick a memory, or something special to you. Start small and take a single piece of it and make it as close to life as possible. All it really takes is practice" he said quietly laying back down.<FriedaSilverwing>ill post then im going to bed)<FriedaSilverwing>She nodded solemly, picking out a peice of paper from her backpack and sat down with it on her lap. She simply started with the silent hill sign and the road, just the basic outlines, she thumbled with it slowly, but surely the image became a bit more clear and it looked like about a 5th graders quick work, even though it took her about 30 minutes just for the background and outline. <FriedaSilverwing>thats totaly not me, i can acutally draw A+ worth shit when i put my mind to it XD)<killaking076>V looked over at her. "I could teach you if you'd like. All it takes is practice. And from what you've said you've got te time. So if you want to learn I shall teach you" he said tossing her a pencil. "Start simple dont try to just make something like those right away. Pick a memory, or something special to you. Start small and take a single piece of it and make it as close to life as possible. All it really takes is practice" he said quietly laying back down.<FriedaSilverwing>ill post then im going to bed)<FriedaSilverwing>She nodded solemly, picking out a peice of paper from her backpack and sat down with it on her lap. She simply started with the silent hill sign and the road, just the basic outlines, she thumbled with it slowly, but surely the image became a bit more clear and it looked like about a 5th graders quick work, even though it took her about 30 minutes just for the background and outline. <FriedaSilverwing>thats totaly not me, i can acutally draw A+ worth shit when i put my mind to it XD)

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ME: I should go eat my taco its getting cold.
LitCandle: GO EAT IT YOU FOOL!!!
ME: Eat what?
LitCandle: The taco.
ME: What taco?
LitCandle: ...
:icondastardlyromantic:
Thanks so much for the :+fav:! I'm honored you liked it enough to :+fav: it. :D

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A joke is a very serious thing.
:iconkillaking076:
lol its cool! im flattered you're honored

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ME: I should go eat my taco its getting cold.
LitCandle: GO EAT IT YOU FOOL!!!
ME: Eat what?
LitCandle: The taco.
ME: What taco?
LitCandle: ...
:icondastardlyromantic:
Really? I find it honorable that you like the piece enough to show it off along with other things you like. I think that's absolutely wonderful.

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A joke is a very serious thing.
:iconkillaking076:
It struck home with me. I've been really depressed lately and i think i figured out why. I havent really done much with my life. I fell in love and i didnt have the balls to make her mine. But now thats gonna change. I'm gonna make her mine. It is a piece worth seeing. It is a piece worth something. It shows how someone feels, it shows how they can express those feelings. It shows that in their own way they are seizing the day. And that no matter what you can change things.

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ME: I should go eat my taco its getting cold.
LitCandle: GO EAT IT YOU FOOL!!!
ME: Eat what?
LitCandle: The taco.
ME: What taco?
LitCandle: ...
:icondastardlyromantic:
I'm am so happy I've inspired you. I do hope you get the girl. That would be really cool. Good luck! :D

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A joke is a very serious thing.
:iconlitcandle:
thanks for the :+fav: dear

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Mais où sont les neiges d'antan?

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